Today is A Very Hard Day

[gracedpalmer]

I wasn't going to write about it, but then I remember that depression charting remains a priority. I'm moving slowly, doing that edge of tears thing, and having a lot of motivation troubles. I'm stressed out because of various personal stuff and the fact that I haven't gotten my apartment clean yet, BUT that wouldn't be bothering me nearly as much if I weren't wonky today. Hopefully this nasty phase will cease soon, because all I really want to do is crawl into a hole with something passive (book, video game, etc) and not come out.

At least I'm getting through the work, albeit slowly. I have to call a client soon, however, and that's stressing me out a lot. I hate telephones so much.

Comments

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

Feel better soon! And I SO hear you on the phone thing. I hatehatehate having to call people...

[whymc.livejournal.com]

*hug*

Be well, you. You're important.