Vituperousness and depression charting
Nov. 19th, 2009 05:57 pmSince it's prominent enough to annoy me, it's prominent enough to journal for next year.
Motivation has reached a new low point for the year. Am managing not to struggle too hard on getting my daily quota done, but all that activity before the con basically killed my creative urges. Don't want to sew, don't want to draw, don't want to write. Not even interested in video games, and my current interest in manga is pale and low-key. The good news is that I'm not actively unhappy. Just not actively much of anything.
I'm also sick, which can't be helping matters. The many joys of con crud. Hopefully this will pass soon. I have to find my mat cutter heads or buy a new one, do my laundry, mail out some well overdue paperwork, etc. It's full dark by 4:50 now, which isn't helping matters, though getting up at eight mitigates that somewhat.
For the last few nights after work, I've just been killing time till it's sleep time again.
Whee.
Motivation has reached a new low point for the year. Am managing not to struggle too hard on getting my daily quota done, but all that activity before the con basically killed my creative urges. Don't want to sew, don't want to draw, don't want to write. Not even interested in video games, and my current interest in manga is pale and low-key. The good news is that I'm not actively unhappy. Just not actively much of anything.
I'm also sick, which can't be helping matters. The many joys of con crud. Hopefully this will pass soon. I have to find my mat cutter heads or buy a new one, do my laundry, mail out some well overdue paperwork, etc. It's full dark by 4:50 now, which isn't helping matters, though getting up at eight mitigates that somewhat.
For the last few nights after work, I've just been killing time till it's sleep time again.
Whee.